Carouself of life

Sometimes I feel as though I'm sitting in the center of a carousel that's moving slowly around me.  The deck of the carousel extends farther than I can see in all directions and on it - is the world - Life.  I can see sunny days - rainy days - happy people - sad people - desperate people.

I can see the world moving - Life going on all around me - circling me slowly - inviting me to hop on - just take that one step... but I can't.  I'm stuck in the middle. 

All I can do is watch...