Saturday
I miss the sound of Greg's voice. I can hear him in my head, but I'm afraid I'll forget how he sounds. The thought crushes me and I'm a sea of tears - again.
I know Amy has to turn Greg's phone off at some point, but maybe she hasn't yet. Maybe I can still reach his voicemail. So I call... and there he is. More tears - and then the tears are replaced with an urgent project - how to record Greg's message before his phone number is turned off.
I remember the day he recorded that message. It was a good day. He was excited over his recently formed LLC and wanted to change his personal message to a business message. His voice was light... hopeful. I want to keep that voice.
I found an app called "Tape a Call" that will record a phone call and offers the possibility of saving the voice file as an mp3. I'm on it!
It took me three tries to capture the entire message, but I got it. I listened a couple of times - cried - and then made a new rule for myself. This file is not to listen to and weep over every day. It's to remind me of Greg's voice - to remind me of the hopeful days.
I don't need anything to remind me of how much I love him.
I miss the sound of Greg's voice. I can hear him in my head, but I'm afraid I'll forget how he sounds. The thought crushes me and I'm a sea of tears - again.
I know Amy has to turn Greg's phone off at some point, but maybe she hasn't yet. Maybe I can still reach his voicemail. So I call... and there he is. More tears - and then the tears are replaced with an urgent project - how to record Greg's message before his phone number is turned off.
I remember the day he recorded that message. It was a good day. He was excited over his recently formed LLC and wanted to change his personal message to a business message. His voice was light... hopeful. I want to keep that voice.
I found an app called "Tape a Call" that will record a phone call and offers the possibility of saving the voice file as an mp3. I'm on it!
It took me three tries to capture the entire message, but I got it. I listened a couple of times - cried - and then made a new rule for myself. This file is not to listen to and weep over every day. It's to remind me of Greg's voice - to remind me of the hopeful days.
I don't need anything to remind me of how much I love him.
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