The days are blurring into one long sadness. Today was a hard one. Each hour seemed to last two hours. I watched the clock as the hours snailed through the day - and the night.
The days seem endless. I wake up waiting for bedtime and I go to bed dreading morning. Will that ever change?
Waves of sadness and anger today - one replaces the other - with pockets of gratitude. What will tomorrow bring? I pray it's not worse.
Tomorrow is Monday - Richard goes back to work. It's been comforting knowing that he's been available if I needed him. At some point I have to let go, but I don't want to. He keeps me afloat - throws me the life preserver of his calm voice, hugs, caring, laughter - keeps me from drowning in sadness.
The days seem endless. I wake up waiting for bedtime and I go to bed dreading morning. Will that ever change?
Waves of sadness and anger today - one replaces the other - with pockets of gratitude. What will tomorrow bring? I pray it's not worse.
Tomorrow is Monday - Richard goes back to work. It's been comforting knowing that he's been available if I needed him. At some point I have to let go, but I don't want to. He keeps me afloat - throws me the life preserver of his calm voice, hugs, caring, laughter - keeps me from drowning in sadness.
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